This post was originally titled Service – What you give or what you get. After writing the draft in my head, which is my usual process for writing, it occurred to me that I could not provide the content worthy of such. What was stirring in my head in between heavy back squat reps were thoughts of why am I putting myself through all of this. As I stated in my last post a quote from my mom ” Tell the truth and you will have nothing to hide” I started to think not only about being truthful but about integrity. My personal definition of integrity is being truthful to oneself. It is more than doing the right thing when no one is looking, it is doing the right thing because you want to do what is right.
This past week was filled with anticipation and disappointment. Through perseverance the bitterness will not stop nor slow me down, it only fuels my passion. Failure only comes as a lack of vigor. Frustrating as it may be not obtaining the expected outcome does provide experience. As not to bore you with anecdotes, a Edison quote would be fitting here. The only failure, is to fail to try.
My day typically starts out with coffee, my laptop and catching up with ”All My Rowdy Friends” as Jonah would say. Truly amazing how far we have come in just as few years. The ability to share, connect and provide commentary from all reaches of our lives. Some take it too far, honestly I do not need to see a picture of your breakfast. Yet, some would probably say the same of my postings. What we need to do is define the line between quality and quantity. So many in the Fire Service love what they do and want to share their passion. More simply want to show they are part of something. ”Insert cliche firefighting quote”
What these Accidental Thoughts all have in common is Service – What you give and what you get. The Fire Service does not exist to turn a profit, it is a service industry. We provide a service based upon the desires of those requesting it. So much of what we do goes unseen, unnoticed and unappreciated. This profession does not give out gold stars, at-ta boys and high-fives for every “little” thing you do. The public does not line up at the Firehouse everyday to thank you that you came in/or responded. Integrity in the form of honest, hard work, for yourself, those you serve and those you serve with, is the payment you should seek to receive. What we do when no one is looking, is done so when they are watching or counting on us, we exceed their expectations.


